Ok Wow Life has been Absolutely Crap for the past week and a half me and Jeremy and Mackenzie and all of my hubby's side of the family got completely SICK Coughing, chills stuffy, u name it we had it!! It was horrible. I missed work like the first part of the week and now i am playing make up i worked 13hrs yesterday and now i am back here at 6am ughh... Anyway i know i know Some people want to hear about my adventure coming up.. Well We Finlay got confirmation that Jeremy has the job he is going down there April 14 and 15th to meet and greet everyone and then i am going down there April 16 -19 to look at school districts and areas to live our expected move date is the 2nd week of july pending the sale of our house so if any ones looking i will give them a really good deal =) . I am super freaked out about getting on a plane all by myself (I've never flown before) But i am sure it will be fine So that's my update for now i will post more when i have time i am crazy busy at work right now so (and at home). If anyone likes to paint that's what we are doing everyday for the rest of our lives it seems... =) I hope all is well with all my fellow bloggers anyway have a good week....

Update

Ok just thank god everything went well in Jeremy's meeting! They said they haven't talked to anyone else and Jeremy will get a written offer as early as Monday.. Sooo I am really excited we told my lawyer to go ahead and start everything thing with the kids (i am alittle nervous about the whole ex thing and what he is going to do or say..) But that's why i have a lawyer i am paying high dollar for... Any way we will be moving to Texas in July after our Vacation up to silver lake one last time.. Anyone wanting to come party with us you are welcome.. I hope everyone takes a vacation now and then to come visit... Don't forget to e-mail. I know that this is right even tho i might have different feelings right now and i know that my dad will visit all the time i have 3 friends moving to the same area all this year so i wont be tooo lonely.. But i hope that every thing goes smoothly.. Because I hate moving in state so i can imagine how i am going to be moving out of state... Thank God i have a understanding Husband.. =) (sometimes) haha I am really going to miss everyone up here but i will be coming back for a month out of the summer every year so... i can party it up then.... Anyway I will continue to update as the process gets more stressful.. I am going out Saturday night for my b-day if anyone needs a drink get a hold of me =)

Live, Laugh, Love, Forgive. Never hold on to the past let go and look toward what the future holds for you... You never know whats around the next corner =)

RELAXATION

Ahhhhh I feel much better i just went and got a Massage see the nice thing about working where i do we have massage therapist on site! =) I really needed one with all thats going on i feel much better... Soo i recommend to anyone seriously stressed get a massage =)

Dallas here i come! =) I had a awesome meeting with my attorney although she is alittle pricey but she is good she said with everything we gave her that she is 100% sure that we will have no problem to move out of state! It was GREAT! Now that said the next step is the final meeting with Jeremys boss on Monday and then if all goes well than we will go down there and check it out and i will tell my attorney to start the fileing process next week. =) What will happen is that she will write up a motion and then send it thru certified mail. Then if he denys and wants to go to court than we will but he will be required to pay all my court fees and the attorney fees and i don't think that he is going to want to do that. So... I have been Very busy calling school districts and people about houses talking to realitors asking them about cerntin areas down there so i am starting to get super exctied so thats a update...........

A little Nervous

Ok so i am alittle nervous today i have to meet with my lawyer today about the kids... I am not sure what to expect... I was told not to worrie about it because the way michigans economy is i should't have a problem with anything (i hope thats true) See the thing is with me i am not one of thoses Ex's that could care less if the kids seen the other side of the family because i do Family is one of the MOST imporent thing to me... But the way i look at it Is If you have a chance to better the future of your childern why not do it. Well I am hopeing and prying that i get some good answers out of this.. I just hope that my ex can understand that i am not trying to take away his kids i am trying to make a better life for them. Anyway i will keep you updated.. I am already getting stressed over everything but today is another snowy day and it makes me want to be in texas even more. Its like mid 50's down there this morning... Ughhhhhh I can't wait.

Update On Texas....

OK so i told you i would up date you on texas and well i am... Jeremy Had his "interview" And well it went really well.. The offered him good amount of money and the "perks" are pretty good.. Soo the next step is the kids i have a lawyer investigating how hard its going to be for me to take the kids out of state right now its not looking to bad because with michigans ecomomy the best thing for the kids future would be to move.. So.. We will see... We will be going down to Texas here soon to look at everything and look at there school system because that is a very importent thing in my book.. I am starting to get excited but alittle scared at the same time. My bestfriend Rachel and her husband could be moving down there also. Her husband applyed for the dallas police department and he should here if he got it by thursday! So that will be nice that i would no some one. My boss at work has a sister down in huston and she works at the childrens hospital down there so i would easily beable to get a job (if i want to.) I would have to search for a long time for daycare and it would have to be worth my time to leave them =) Well thats all i have right now.. Its all moving forward We are pushing to move by july.... If all works with the kids.. I will miss all of you. But hey think of it.. If you want a vaction come stay with us =)

Happy 6th birthday Austin!!!

Austins B-day was yesturday my baby turned 6 It makes me sad because he is growing up. Austin was my first child he was the one that made me the person i am now. He made me grow up and look at life alot differently for alot of people having children at the age i did would have been horiable but for me it was the exact thing i needed... Me and Austin have this bond i really cant explain it. We can sit and cuddle for hours and not move. I love watching him grow but hate it because he is growing up so fast... I just thought that i would share that with all of you.

Any one that has kids will understand what i am talking about that feeling with a child can not be replaced by anything not money not material things its just peer love...